i hate stories with sad endings,

didn't knw why i was so emotional this few days, and i totally broke down as i read 'th last song' urghh, nicholas sparks, can't you write some happy endings? I feel so stupid crying alone. I think i'm going crazy. Lost control, shucks. I'm getting paranoid this few days, been thinking through lots of things, and th more i think, th more scared i am. At this rate, i will go mad someday. ): bt thr's nothing i can do.